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Posted: July 14, 2013 by uncannyj in Rambling
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If dreams are signs, I’d have my walls filled with it. I woke up with you on my mind, you were in my dreams. A dream that was so vivid it felt real. Waking up surprised, I didn’t really expect it to come. I want to write a poem about it but it’s quite hard to hide between words right now. Funny, right when I thought I can handle being myself around you… my mind reminds me of the things that I am trying to hide.

A New Song, An Old Story

Posted: June 12, 2013 by uncannyj in Rambling

“When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help”

– from “Heart Attack” by Demi Lovato

It started with a little crush. After years and a few times that I was able to take a peak of her thoughts that teenage crush turned into admiration. But she was in someone else’s world and so was I. Fast forward today I still admire this person and I silently wish to get to know her more. I always end up making a fool of myself though. She makes me nervous inside and I’m always hoping that it doesn’t show too much. Why… oh why? It wasn’t so bad before. .___.

A girl who can’t ask someone out because she’s afraid of rejection. Can you guess the ending? I think I can. I’d end up regretting being such a coward. :/ It happened before, the same old story. I really wish it isn’t that. Who wants to give me some “courage” pill and maybe a little dose of “confidence”? xD